Sad

So it has been a tough weekend. My Godmama has been getting older and more sick for a while now, but my family called me last week to tell me she was worse. We went this weekend to see her in the hospital and I was floored at how she had digressed since I last saw her. It broke my heart at her frailness and the huge change it is from how I always remember her.
If you know Jonathan and I from when we have been little, you know what a huge role our Godparents play in our lives and how they never missed a soccer game or an event, how Christmas was as huge at their house for us as ours, and Halloween meant going to their house. I lost my Godfather in a freak fall at his work many years ago, and now Estella has maybe a few months to go. They have told her she will not go back home and I see she is devestated at that. She is tired and slurring her words due to strokes. I wanted the girls to see her as much as possible, just for my sake really. Jonathan and I will have to plan the funeral and I am at a loss. Please pray for our family and our strength.